My view from here

Where I am at...

As most of you know, Travis and I have been struggling with infertility for over 2 years now. It has been the most trying and emotional time of my life. It is such a roller coaster with great highs and stomach dropping lows. We started seeing a RE, Dr. Odem, in Feb and he filled us with a great amount of hope. We did an IUI in April. I had another miscarriage on May 13th. I had only found out I was pregnant the day before and was expecting to lose it (my HCG extremely low, as with my first miscarriage). I didn't know it would make me feel this way. I felt hallow and hopeless. Talking to some of my best girls and my family helped me snap out of the funk, for the most part. I have days where I think, "I can do this and we will be fine!" Then I have days where I just want to curl up and cry. My RE is still not concerned. We did an ultrasound this month and he says that everything is looking good. I am frustrated with this, only because I want answers!!!! Everything has "looked good" before and then it didn't work.
I am determined to remain as optomistic as I can, but I know that there will be low points too! I love my friends and I thank you all for the time you have taken to listen to me, encourage me, pray for me, and be there for me!

Introducing: Hailey Nicole

My BF Stephanie gave birth to another beautiful baby girl on 5/5/2011.
Another sweet addition to my circle of friends!